Worried

I have been a little bit worried about the next exam. It seems like I could not control everything.  Though I hardly stop studying, I got my worse score ever. Then, as a result, of course my parents were angry, dissapointed and worried about my future. Once again, I realized something, I was hardly able to achieve anything for my twenty years living on the face in this planet. Then, I wonder whether I worth living. 

That morning I heard the birds chirping around me. Wind breeze as I thoughtfully recalled the last time I enjoyed the morning silence as I always got busier since dawn falling into earth.

Oh.. I knew I got more frustated than ever when I could no longer bear its existence. I mean who can stand being with lonelines when your breath was a moment slower than other people. No body. Well, that's what I thought it was. Who possibly judge it when people thought you were not worth it.